A blank clipboard placed on a wooden table with a pencil and sharpie nearby.
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Our nonprofit limped along on tiny grants, barely covering basics. Losing staff could be detrimental to the projects we worked on, and there was a growing dissatisfaction with how meetings were run. These mostly one-sided discussions left the quieter half of us feeling pushed aside, like our thoughts didn’t matter much. If things stayed this way, I worried the good people on our team would start quitting one by one. Without everyone’s input, the programs we ran, like community workshops and support lines, would lose steam fast, and any trust between us would just fall apart.

A few of us decided to try something, a small experiment in sharing power. We rotated who held the plastic clipboard used to jot meeting notes. Whoever held it for that session set the agenda items, kept track of time, and made sure the conversation stayed on track. When my turn came, I scribbled the agenda sloppily and then let one coworker ramble on about a side issue for a full 20 minutes. I wasn’t trying to sabotage anything; I was just nervous and new at steering, but the overrun showed how unfamiliar the shift felt to everyone.

The meeting finally wrapped. Chairs scraped against the floor as people stood up abruptly, arms crossed tight. Management followed up the next day with polite but pointed emails, saying they were concerned this new approach might drag things out even more, especially when we had tight deadlines coming up and couldn’t afford confusion in our own process.

Pushback came fast, mostly from management and from our own nerves. We talked among ourselves about whether rotating leadership would just make the divides bigger, with some folks feeling even more left out. I imagined myself freezing up midsentence if I had to lead the meeting again, coming across as unprepared or silly. The bosses kept bringing up those tight deadlines, how any extra confusion could make our already tight process even harder to manage. Then we hit the meeting that almost ended the experiment.

This one seemingly minor change turned into a way to bring new—or at least previously unheard—voices into the fold.

Halfway through, someone pointed out we’d completely skipped the line about our biggest upcoming budget cut. The room went dead quiet. Everyone stared down at their papers in quiet frustration. If we couldn’t even handle our own meetings properly, staff might walk out for good, leaving us short-handed and unable to deliver what the community counted on. People hung around in the hallway after, whispering about ditching the rotation and going back to the old way. We almost gave up.

Instead, we talked it through and made one quick fix: Every session begins with a short go-around where each person got 30 seconds to share one thought or worry, no interruptions.

That small change opened the door. Voices that usually stayed quiet chimed in with practical suggestions. Decisions started getting real agreement from around the table, not just nods from the usual speakers. We discovered strengths we hadn’t noticed before, like one administrator who turned out to be great at summarizing debates clearly, or another who spotted funding overlaps nobody else saw.

This one seemingly minor change turned into a way to bring new—or at least previously unheard—voices into the fold. Dialogues opened up. Power evened out. Our programs stayed on track. Nobody left. Meetings got shorter again, but fairer, and the old power imbalance never came back.

These days, when that same clipboard sits on the table before a meeting, it takes me straight back to those tense afternoons, the sharp worry that we might lose teammates we couldn’t easily replace. Pushing through the mess and uncertainty, step by shaky step, turned the work into something we all truly owned together.